unwanted note

I had felt being wanted
touched and protected
I,
hoped for a flower to grow
wanted more than just one colour
desired for more love than before
What left for me is bitter
Even I knew that a part of me
is no longer there
though saying ‘hi’ is the hardest word
I am unarranged,
unknown for myself
the tree has died
and so do I

Written in Malaysia, 2o.o3.o5

S-tuck

“you said move on
where do i go ?”

The lyrics been stuck in my head for over a month now. Wish I have the answer to it. But wish I dont either. Whatever it is, could I at least move on to other song… *DEEP sigh

Btw, its Katy Perry – Thinking of you.

Regret

Its been 2 weeks since I broke up with my 6th boyfriend.. when I told my friends about it… The first thing they say “It happened to you before… u’ll get over it” Or “Its not the first time… u can handle it” … Well, to my friends out there… “I know its not the first time… I’ll get over it someday and 2 months later I wont even remember his last name!” but…. (there’s always a BUT..)

Keep Reading…

Arti Bahagia

Ada kalanya kata-kata lebih baik tidak terucap!

Ada saatnya waktu harus berjalan tanpa henti… Semestinya kita bisa menunggu kala waktu terus berjalan.

Tapi, indah itu tak seharusnya hidup! Cinta tak seharusnya berkekalan… takkan ada yang abadi. Namun, semua harus berjalan dengan … atau tanpanya…

Ada kalanya cerita harus ditamatkan!

Hati harus tegar… karena kenangan akan datang. Sedih memang pahit … tapi apa arti bahagia kalau sedih tidak dimengerti jua!

Ada kalanya semua harus berakhir…

tanpa kata… tanpa jarak.. tanpa tatapan.. tanpa hinaan!

harus terima.. harus mengerti.. harus tau!!! karena segalanya sudah tak berirama…

[OST - James Morrison - The Pieces Dont Fit here Anymore]

What If

sweet… the first moment u had. it tingles your heart, softly creeping in your mind. what if…

then, you start to wonder. how this love is going to be? is there a rule to any simplicity? with all this heart beat that u gave, u swore that theres nothing else matter.

told you that i’ll care for you in this world we create, with all this last piece of love – just lean ur shoulder on mine… i’ll hold you.

what if i have never let you go…what if i could make it better… what if i have never walk away…

if i stayed, if we tried, if we could only turn back time…

but i guess… we never know

Dear

Dear loved,

The moment I wrote this ..

I think everyone knows that I still keep my feeling for you.

Thats true, and i dont want to keep it from the surface nor deny it.

The time you gave to me is priceless

You showered me with love, patience and gracefulness

I knew that I could count on you since the first day we met

I didnt even have a blink of doubt in you

But our time has changed us

Our goal is reaching out for us

You stand out from your place

You gave me nothing but your ambitions.

Dear,

I learnt a lot from you…

that LOVE can either touch you or breaks you

I know that pieces of you is still within me

and it will be forever there

I just want you to know …

that the one thing I never regret is to love you

and thank you for letting me go

I hope we’d find our happiness again…

Loved,

-piEth

[ost Lobow - Salah]

A Girl and Her Tree

We never know what may happen in the future unless we make a first step towards it…

and so i did…

its a story of a girl who was lost her way.. she sat down under a big tree with only two branches. she cried for hours and couldnt know which way to go back to her old safe chamber. it was dark and foggy.. she couldnt see any light cuz the tree kept the light away from her. Day after day,,, she still sat on the big tree. she felt that the tree gave her protection and comfortness.. she sang with the tree, dance under it, play and even telling a story to the tree.. a story of her before she was lost..

Keep reading…

Kisah Kita

Kita ternyata sama
pemalu dan tak berkata
hanya pandangan seirama
dan kita seakan tau segala

aku mungkin akan lupa
akan segala yang kunilai
tapi aku tak akan lupa
bahwa kamu tak ternilai

esok mungkin kita berpisah
tapi satu hal tak tergoyahkan
bahwa kamu sebuah kisah
yang bisa mendewasakan
aku…

lgi nyoba2 buat pantun yang romantis… hihiahaihai… gubraaaxzzz
Inspired by: Jejak Kupu Kupu by Agnes Jessica